change.

cny 15th day is gonna end soon.
in like... another 24 hours + ??
im not gonna mention bout my 'cny' .
its just ordinary. so move on.

i did not improve in anything at all this year.
instead of improving , im
feels like im losing everything and perhaps i am.
1.i stopped swimming.
2.my piano did not improve.
3.badminton getting worse. (rubbish)
4.studies sucks.
5.tuition time increased.
6.couldn't focus.
7.don't take things seriously.
8.superbly forgetful.
these are part of what im facing currently.
what should i do?
i really feel like a loser when im with 'some' of my friends.
SPM is in ? 8 more months....!
and i haven't even start studying.
plus my form 4 syllabus is total crap.


imma move on!


is a must.
not a try.